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Name: alexa
Country: United States
State: California
Gender: Female
Interests: h20polo, swim, fun people, art, guitars, music, people, guys ummm..idk what else
Expertise: swimming, h20polo i guess, shopping, idk what else
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/29/2004
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| i swear to u all i have chlorinated blood.....i even taste like
chlorine i think that if i were to take 20 showers i would stilll smell
of chlorine....the smell consumes me all i touch turns to chlorine i am
chlorinefied...as stand next to stephanie watching the soccer game she
says alexa u smell of chlorine......my xanga should be chlorinefied....
love ya
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| hey everybody,
why is the oldest always gets blamed always even the
tinyest little things i think that it's not fair especaily when
youngest causes the problems and then the eldest have to clean it up
it's not fair and the youngest does nothing. i wish they could
understand how it feels to clean up after other people and they thing
their lives are so tragic when it's not and they over react to
everything arrrggghhhh.....i need time to calm down so ttyl
love ya
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| hey everybody,
like 4 to 3 days before christmas and not really excited. 2 days til
grandpa's funeral ...i need a shrit for it. not gonna where
makeup because i'll be crying but it's nessary i guess i miss him
so much but i'm getting over i got sick these past couple days i'm not
sick any more but i'm not well either i wish i could say more but not
really in the mood...
love ya'll
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| ok so this weeks been really long and sad my grandpa died in his sleep
on w-day very sad. i mean i couldn't stop crying and i know thats how
ur suppose to feel but i couldn't and wouldn't beleive that he's dead.
so when we went to the house to say our goodbyes i guess i didn't want
to say goodbye i mean he was lying there and i was just waiting for him
to wake up and he didn't i got so overwelmed that i had to leave the
room when i tryed to go bak in i think i came to a realization that he
was actually dead and i couldn't stand it i could barely look at him
and i started to cry like i couldn't stop so then i went outside so i
could breathe and i end up getting angry at god i was like actulal
words were coming out of my mouth u can't take him y him y not someone
else he wasn't supposed to die yet i mean i was angry i cried that
night the next moring i couldn't take it i mean why him why now i geuss
i was being a bit selfish but seriously i mean he's my grandpa i y did
it have to him and the whole day people were trying to make me feel
better but after hearing a least he didn't struggle i was like i don't
want to know that he didn't struggle i want him bak i want him to be
here so i could say goodbye so i could have a real last word with him
...but anyway i'm really going to miss him so thanks for
everybody who tryed to make me feel better...i wish i could say more
but think thats enough
i love all of you out there k
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| hey you guys and gals ,
i don't mean to sound pitiful but i don't know who i
am like i know who my parents are and stuff i guess i just don't know
who i am as a person like i realize that i don't really know anything
about me ...(excuse my conceitedness please) but how does a person know
who they are how does anyone know who they are for that matter i don't
understand how i'm supposed figure out who i am if i'm not being honest
with myself, or maybe it has to do with falling in love maybe when or
if i fall in love i'll find myself i'll find me in that persons eyes,
weather it be disappointment or success or maybe just plain old
happyness.....but then again i would have to know what love is in order
to know how to find myself but how? is the question how does one find
the person their ment for if they don't even know themselves. could the
answer be to look really hard or to see whats right in front of
you...but i guess either way i'm still looking so good luck to all of
you that are like me k
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love ya
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